Thanks for your kind wishes x
I had a post op appt with breast surgeon yesterday. Surgery went well, all the cancer was removed and lymph nodes clear. The tumour has been sent off to America for an Onco DX test to determine whether recurrence is likely and whether chemo would be beneficial as well as radiotherapy. Apparently the tumour was 23mm in size and because of this plus the grade and my age (48) it met the criteria to be sent off to a research lab. The results will be known in 2 weeks and I will see him again then.
He acknowledged my dependence on HRT and said not to be too hard on myself or blame myself for using HRT. He said because of my surgical menopause at such a young age (31) it was a necessity I was on HRT for so long. Other factors, not just HRT, can cause breast cancer.
I am to continue weaning off my HRT to allow the hormone receptors in my brain to adjust to the hormone levels. Further discussion will be had once the test results are back from America and I see the oncologist.
I am still processing events and to be honest, I think I will for quite a few months yet. The 'good news' I received yesterday still hasn't sunk in..bit bizarre, but probably because I've had weeks and weeks of bad news so was prepared for bad news yesterday. As we say at work 'prepare for the worst and hope for the best'. I work for the NHS within a palliative care team (right now not the best place to be) and am a medical secretary for a palliative care consultant and have done for 10 years. I might not be clinically trained but boy oh boy, I do have alot of knowledge on all things cancer related. This has been too closer call and has scared me
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Thanks again for your support x