Hi all
I am sorry to post all of this, and I dont expect anyone to reply, its sort of annoying, needy and... well long
Feeling so overwhelmed with HA, and health issues, not even sure which it is, or both or something.
I am currently experiencing a second PMB, which is one of the things that is freaking me out. I had a PMB in early February, and was referred to a gynae. They did a scan and said my wonb lining was nice and thin (2.8mm), and that there was nothing that looked suspicious. They did say if it happens again, I should go back as they would at that point consider a hysteroscopy. Anywy, I have been bleeding since Tuesday. Not a lot, but more than spotting. I have been taking my Utrogestan every day since my first PMB, I haven't skipped any, and I'm on 2.5 pumps of Estrogel.
The second thing is that my breasts are really lumpy, and quite sore. One breast feels worse than the other, and feels more lumpy, so now I am worried it might be something sinister. I had a scan in December as my Dr thought I had cysts, but the scan came back all clear. The extra lumpiness has come back recently, since then. I'm just hoping that nothing could have come along in that short space of time, as I can hardly go back so soon.
When I went back to the doctors to ask to be re referred for the PMB, he asked about my bowels, and I told him that my bowel movements have been looser and occasionally more frequent for the last 4 weeks or so. He said "that's a long time" and has also referred me to a colorectal specialist. At the appointment he did a rectal examination (most unpleasant) and said he couldn't feel anything. He did note my pile (Ive had this since giving birth, but it has got a bit worse over the years). I have had a little bit of bleeding when I wiped, but put this down to the pile. I eat a very healthy diet, lots of wholegrains and veggies. Rarely drink alcohol (Although I did last weekend, unusually for me).
I have my abdo scan on Saturday, for suspected gallbladder issues... it jut never ends :-(
I've been working hard to get a grip on my anxiety, but I feel like I am falling apart physically, and its sort of a foregone conclusion, that I have something terrible. My mind is bouncing around like a pinball in a machine.
So all in all, feeling crappy and alone.
Sorry to be such a downer.
Jeepers xx