First of all, sorry @Hurdity for not replying to your post above, I've had so much on my mind, not just the cancer scare but issues with this flat also.
I went to my GP today, and she said she is referring me to Gynae, on a 2 week wait, so she has obviously given this great priority.
She examined me with a gloved hand and a speculum and said that in regards to my hrt I can stay as I am for the time being.
I hope the gynae says the same.
I got replies from Dr Currie, she has been marvellous, as have you people on here.
She thinks that if in the event i have to have a hysterctomy, given my diazepam cross tolerance issue, it would be ok to take the utrogestan after the hysterectomy.
Regarding the prolapse, I asked her, if i need surgery, which i understand everyone does eventually, as I am a recovered opiate addict and do not want 2 operations, it wouldnt be unwise (not her words, but you get the drift) to do the prolapse and hysterectomy at the same time.
I expressed my concern about hysteroscopy pain to the GP and she said I can ask for a general ansesthetic, as I know a local lady who had one done and said it was agony, plus there are loads of ladies online who have had them done and said the pain is intolerable, one woman recommend you be driven there and back.
Ironically, when i trained as a pupil nurse (didnt complete training, wrong career choice) hysteroscopies were always done under anaesthetic.
One woman described them as barbaric and another said she felt she had been violated.
I can't imagine the pain of having a biopsy taken while your womb is filled with saline and your legs in stirrups, awake all the way through.
I am told you are asked to take ibuprofen and paracetamol before you go, but i cant take ibuprofen as it interacts with valium.
So I just thought i would update you all, dunno if the gynae appointment in 2 weeks is for a consultation or actual exam, should have asked the GP, i imagine its for the exam, as the GP has me on a 2 week wait but i could be wrong.
Either way, my goal is anaesthetised hysteroscopy, free of cancer, and being allowed to stay on utrogestan, but as the GP said, they need to find the cause of these bleeds which ironically, on the day of my visit to the GP got a lot heavier.
Also, very soon, I am going into a care home for a month for respite care due to the stress this flat has caused. My CPN said I am anorexic as I am only 8st and stand 5ft 5ins tall and used to be over 13st and happy with that weight, all my curves are now lost.
At the bottom of all this worry is my feared unsaleable flat, which caused me to turn to unhealthy drug habit to cope, and thus daily utrogestan instead of sequential, to cope with the mental chaos that took place when I was on my oestrogen only days.