Ok so it's night number two of not getting any sleep apart from a couple of hours. I don't sleep most nights right through not only from the sweating but nausea and reflux waking me up which has gone on for over a year. I'm on 2 omeprazole for it but I'm getting pain in my chest lately and waiting for an endoscopy. HRT not working still and I can feel my anxiety creeping back in as I now am sure that I have oesophageal damage from all the reflux. Docs are fed up with me, I can tell, I've seen one who keeps telling me fibromyalgia, I went to see another about all my stomach issues as first one just keeps saying Fibro, and another for the anxiety and he gave me duloxotine last visit which are anti depressants for fibromyalgia. I've noticed that I can get a hot flush and reflux at the same time, I don't know if it's coincidence or one is causing the other. I can't get it out of my head that I've given myself Barrett's Oesophagus or worse with the reflux as I'm now down to 8st 12 and look so thin as I'm tall. I eat what I can which I know isn't enough really but the nausea doesn't help either. I'm so tired and have work in a couple of hours and really want to call in sick but feel guilty for not turning in. I'm so lost right now and just feel so ill.
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