Thank you DG & Hurdity for your replies, sorry for the delayed response have been at work all day. I will tell you the whole story so as to answer all questions that have come up above.
I am 48 and year 3.5 to 4 years into Peri at this stage. I have my Womb & Overies
In the beginning I didn't realize for an entire year what was happening to me, it started sometime 2014 with the odd palpitations and hyperventilating, also more and more of Alcohol intolerance (not that I was ever a big drinker) At the time I had a stressful job and put it down to that. Late 2015 the anxiety and panic started to the point where in January 2016 I had a massive meltdown and ended up on AD. I very quickly realized they were not the answer but like a good girl I persevered until August of that year at which point I slowly weened off them under my GP's supervision. Around May time my periods had began to be erratic and yet still the penny never dropped, in October of 2016 I finally came off AD altogether. I had months with late periods until they stopped for 45 days and made a reappearance on Christmas eve, at this point the lights came on and I finally started reading up on things and knew peri had started and probably had been for a good 18 months. From that point I decided to go down the natural route and started taking supplements and vitamins, this went on until May 2017 when I reached breaking point again and saw the GP, he at the time agreed it was probably peri (no tests were done at this stage) and I was put on Evorell 50 combined patches, by June I felt absolutely fantastic and thought great I have cracked this, happy days.
I was wrong, and since then it has been a constant struggle to get it right. I was upped to Evorell 75 by the end off July 2017 by the end of August I had to revisit the GP because the progesterone phase of Evorell made me suicidal, I was close to doing something very stupid.
It was agreed I would stop the progesterone phase and just take the Estrogen and have Mirena fitted ( beginning of October 2017). By end of November I was so wired I couldn't sleep, constantly on edge and hyperactive as hell, another GP visit, another GP ( I am registered in a Surgery with 3 GPS) She decided to add Utrogestan to my regime, one a day vaginally. Finally I relaxed and slept like a baby again, happy days right??? Nope by mid January 2018 I thought I had the UTI from hell, antibiotics were given but it didn't get better only worse, another visit to the GP. I was told to stop Utro immediately and referred to various Ultrasound scans because no infection was found. By the time the scan appointment came through as I predicted the Bladder had settled and nothing untoward was found aside a gallstone (different story). Around the same time (mid February) I changed from Evorell to Sandrena Gel 1mg per day, again I started to feel much better and again the feeling didn't last and in May 2018 the Sandrena was upped to 2mg per day. Since February I had asked the GP for a small amount of progesterone to be added to my regime because again I stopped sleeping (I have now not slept through a night since January) and constantly tense and on edge, her suggestion is and remains until now I should be exercising to feel better.
I work 40 hour weeks, constantly on my feet in a factory doing physically hard work, I DO NOT have the energy to do anything else. A month ago I again ended up at the GP having missed days of work with total exhaustion, body-pain, joint pain crushing fatigue but still unable to sleep, numerous Blood-tests were done immediately and nothing came from it, the GP again offered me AD ( I AM NOT depressed, I am f***ing exhausted, sorry) I ended up taking 5 days off work because I was unable to move for pain, fatigue and nausea. And as off this week with the agreement of my Employers I have had to cut my hours down to 32 because I am unable to cope.
Now to come towards the end of this story and the reason for my asking about Agnus Cactus, I believe that I have gone towards to much Estrogen on board and that Mirena alone isn't helping me have switch off and calm time because about 10 days ago I had my first major panic attack again and my Breast are massively painful. (My GP advised when the Breasts get to sore I have to much Estrogen on board)
Woke with a start at 3.30am freaking out and it took me 30 minutes to snap out off it, since then panic comes and goes all day and all night on and off. I do take a good Vitamin B Complex as well as Vitamin D, Magnesium, Omegas and EP. Since Monday this week I have gone back to using just 1mg of Sandrena Gel a day and yesterday afternoon was the first time in 10 days I felt more relaxed and had no panic (None today as yet either) I will admit I have taken 1 agnus cactus yesterday and one this morning ( yes I know it wouldn't work this quickly, but lowering the Estrogen seems to be)
Just to also add, I have tried various things for sleep; Valerian root (makes me very nauseous and Zombied next morning) 5HTP ( after taking that I had the first nighttime panic attack) and the last two days I have taken Passionfruit Extract ( less panic, still no proper sleep and left me feeling dizzying all day today ).
I am sorry for the massive novel but I wanted to give you the full picture of facts that I am not new to HRT, haven't given up trying for months and that Mirena has been in place 12 months now. Everybody and their Hormones are different, I have always been very much in tune with my cycles ect and to my believe the key is a small amount of progesterone, but my GPs appear to be bored with me and are now unwilling to help me or at least let me try.
Thanks for your patience.