I can't believe just how many problems this causes as we get older. All the stuff I went through in puberty was a doddle compared to this. I feel high this evening but I've had nothing chemical nor caffeine to make me high. Tomorrow I'll be a wreck again. I just hold on to the fact that when I feel better (probably 10 days time the way this goes with me) then this will be another memory. Gawd I'm so fed up with it. So fed up.