Hi woodlands.
I'm so sorry about the way things have turned out for you,
But we have to make a stand, somehow, like you say for our own well being,
It must have been so, so, hard for you to say that, but now that you have, hopefully
it'll give her a right good shock and she'll realise what she's been doing to you, give it some
time, and she'll come round, after she realises how much she needs and misses you.
You are going to feel shit, worrying about her, about what you've said, you'll wonder what
she's up to, but you can't carry on being her punch bag as you put it, what about you?
What about your life? Hopefully, she'll miss you so much she'll get in touch, when she needs you.
There's no use me saying, don't beat yourself up over what you've said, because you are going
to, it's only natural, but try to put yourself first, enough of this abuse you don't deserve it.
I'm sure she'll come to her senses in time, she's your daughter, she loves you deep down,
and when she needs you, and understands she's been a cow to you, she'll be back...
It's not going to be easy for you, but be strong, you've done the right thing for your own sanity
6years is long enough.......
Good luck honey, she'll soon realise what an amazing mom you've been, and now your not there,
She'll sure as hell will miss you.....