Thanks Dancing Girl.
I totally hear what you are saying. About 18 years ago I went through a very bad patch when I lived overseas and I became depressed and had to have 3 months of AD's. I never want to take them again but do feel that I have similar feelings right now. I don't know if I can fully attribute them to the menopause but the fact that I am 49, this is mainly occurring before and at the start of a very long heavy period along with other symptoms without any external influences to affect my mood, it makes me wonder.
Last time I did take a low level of AD, converted to a health freak and got down to my goal weight and became amazingly fit. In fact, I totally sorted out my life for the better. Right now that sounds like a big chore but as my lovely husband said to me yesterday, last time I got over it it took a bit of time. I remember just trying to put something positive into my life every day and after a while the scales tipped the other way.
That said, I am just about to book an appointment with a Menopause Clinic because I still think it is related. This has happened to me twice in 2 months now and on both times it kicked off 1 day before my period, then I felt terrible and depressed for 4 days and then was OK. That sounds like a pattern to me.