Its ok, I am finally getting support now - it's not so much the surgery itself (although i'm still really shocked that they think it's ok to conduct mastectomy as day surgery), it's the fact I had to deal with it all on my own. I had all the reconstruction info beforehand, yeah the silicon falsies, stick-on nipples etc. but I was very clear right from the start that I didn't want a reconstruction. And don't worry, I'm scribbling and drawing away like my life depended on it (which tbh it does). Thanks for your support, hope you're doing OK in the snow xxx