Dear All
I'm sorry it's taken me a while to report back - things haven't been going well.
As I said before, my idea of applying patches to my inner thigh was a non-starter so, until I could see the GP again, I went back to applying the patch on my abdomen. I tried using the Ovestin and all seemed well - no stinging at all, so I carried on applying it for a few nights. Last weekend I developed really terrible burning to my urethral area, which is where I had been applying the Ovestin. This was accompanied by bad urinary frequency and I had several nights where I hardly slept at all. I put this down to the Ovestin (I'm pretty sure I hadn't eaten or drunk, or done, anything else which could have caused it) and stopped using it. Now, several days on, things are still pretty bad stinging/frequency/sleep-wise, if not quite as bad as they were last weekend. My symptoms have always varied, but are not usually like this.
I saw the GP again on Wednesday (thankfully, the nice one who I saw last time) and she has prescribed me Estrogel and suggested starting with 1 pump per day. I applied my first dose this morning. She also prescribed me the weaker estriol cream (0.01%) but said that it probably wouldn't have been the estriol itself that could have irritated me and that the 'filler' in the weaker cream could still be a problem. I haven't used the cream yet, and won't unless things improve.
I had previously booked an appointment to see a gynae about the Mona Lisa Touch procedure - really just to get information - and this happened on Tuesday. She was great, had a look at my nether regions and confirmed what I already knew, i.e. that my vaginal tissue looks fine (I don't think it was ever that bad, and I've been using Vagifem since March). My urethra also looked OK, but she suggested using the laser on the area around the urethra and vulva, chiefly where my inner labia had once been. She said it was worth a try, shouldn't make things worse and might improve matters - should she do it there and then?! I thought 'what the hell' and said go ahead. I have to go back and see her again in 4 weeks. I knew I wouldn't really be a candidate for the full MLT procedure, but am willing to try anything that might improve things even a little.
So, here I am... I also took a fluconazole capsule yesterday, as I know that I've had bad urethral/frequency problems before with thrush, although I don't seem to get much itchiness. I just hope that something will help as I'm feeling desperate. I keep thinking that maybe it IS 'just' bladder illness after all - maybe the menopause had nothing to do with it - although in my calmer moments I try to remind myself that this started when I was perimenopausal and worsened when (I'm guessing) my ovaries must have failed, post hysterectomy. It just feels like a huge mess and that I have no answers or solution.
Sorry for writing such an essay. x