Hi, I have been following the forum for about 3 months now and really hope someone can help with some advice. I am 48 and peri menopausal, I started on evorel sequi patches in March 2016 for hot flushes and night sweats, the year previous to this I had some months with 2 periods maybe missed a month etc.., the longest I went without a period was 3 months. The patches were great and worked pretty quickly in dealing with the flushes and sweats. Then in about January/February this year the flushes, sweats, mood swings returned along with the most horrible anxious feeling in my chest, crying for no reason and low mood, none of these I had experienced before. My doctor tried me on a couple of other hrt's (cant remember which ones) but I didn't realise at the time they can take up to 3 months to work as originally the patch worked pretty quickly, I never stuck with anything for more than a week. I went through a horrendous time for weeks until an hrt clinic appointment.
The clinic got me to wear 2 patches see how I would go. I am now on week 10, I don't get on with the Conti patch at all from what I have learnt on this forum I now understand why. I was due to be on the Conti patch on holiday as it really brings me down the clinic have said I can have a month without and just use the 50 patch.
My problem is this, the really bad anxious feeling and horrendous crying have gone BUT even on the 50 patch my mood is still low, getting mood swings, some nite sweats, headaches, tiredness. I have had a few days were I have felt quite ok, no low mood just like myself but nothing consistent.
if the estrogen is the 'good' hormone what is going on with me? I feel my levels might be too high because of the headaches, tiredness etc.., also there have been a couple of times like today I was extremely late in changing my patches and my low mood had started to ease off a bit?? So confused by all of it, estrogen too high or too low?? I do keep a daily diary but there is no clear picture emerging.
I have 2 small girls of 7 and 6 years whom I love very much and I just so wish they could have the mum back that likes to have a laugh, joke around and play. I am so scared that this is were I am going to be from now on, I know there are lots of other options out there but I think I have rambled on enough never mind going into that now.
I apologise as what I have posted about may seem trivial compared to what some other ladies are going through but this has affected me badly for months now, want to be the mum my girls need me to be and to get back to 'me' for my own sanity.
Thank you to anyone who reads this and hoping for some thoughts and/or advice.