Hi Kathleen
I'm really sorry you're feeling so dreadful especially as you were so positive and hopeful when you started the Tibolone.
I've read many of your posts detailing your experience of HRT and no HRT: have you ever tried an AD? I ask because I have two friends who ran the full gambit of HRT trying to find a solution to their menopausal anxiety and depression. Nothing helped them. Despite serious reservations about taking ADs both succumbed and their lives have improved dramatically. One no longer takes anything but the other continues as she doesn't feel ready to stop using them yet which is a decision supported by her well considered consultant gynae.
We've all read frequently on this site that ADs shouldn't be the first course of action in treating peri/meno depression and anxiety and of course that's absolutely correct, but we are all very different and some ladies will therefore naturally not react as well to HRT as others. There appear to be lots of women on this site who need both.
Feeling low and depressed can be overwhelming, and it can cloud our natural rational. It can make us feel worthless and undervalued and little supported by those around us. Your hubby may not be doing all he can be to support you, I think many men just don't 'get it', however your feelings may be a reflection of your current state of mind.
Forgive me for presuming to suggest that ADs may be the best course for you at the moment if that is not the case. You may already have had experience of them.
I really wish you well, you're always so totally supportive of others on this site with your very kind posts. xx