Ok, I've actually realised now that there's a pattern. For the last 5 days I've been twitching, and for the last 2 nights, not been able to sleep at all due to violent muscle jerks. I also feel really depressed and anxious. But the 2 weeks previous to that, I felt good.
I'm now taking 1 pump of estrogel daily, smidgen of testim and supposed to take provera for the 1st 7 days of the month. I did that last month when I started to feel down and it made me feel worse, although I did have a couple of days where I bled really heavy then it just disappeared.
So I've tracked it now over the last 3 months and it seems that a few days after I ovulate, I start to twitch, overthink things, get really down and depressed to the point of tears, then anxiety kicks in. I'm also getting little night sweats, but they're not as bad as they were before I had
So question is, what do I do now. Should I up the estrogel to 2 pumps? My therapist is helping me to cope during the 2 weeks although it's not perfect, I cannot do anything about it so trying to stick to the mantra This Too Shall Pass to keep me going. It's really irritating me though because I have stuff to do and can't keep taking 2 weeks off to deal with this. HELP!
I have written to Professor Studd but I don't get a reply unless I bombard him and I don't really want to do that. Any ideas?