Hi someone to chat with who is like me lol
my mom don't remember or want to but I remember her moods were mad not sad , some days but no depression or angxeity , but wicked hot flashes, my close friends. Will one no effects so she says, the other only wee dizzy off and on ,we are same ages, the other one nope nothing she 2 years older , it's mind boggling to think something so biological can be so so hard to go though,
I'm new been looking at many different on line blogs off and on for few years now ,
My first time to post .
but been to this one many times to see if our just like me lol
Going crazy is used a lot and that is how it seem this time around . but different in a way, getting older and closer to meno I guess,
I'm 53 some days feel 80 other days feel 30 , but something changed for me this time around, I miss 3 periods in a row was a blessing the only discomfort I had at that time was bloating then I knew I was getting a period the angxeity was different like spiking then gone , be ok sort off off on all day , then it spike again felt weird a lot ovary pain sore boobs, and the next day got my peroid it was watery light and only 4 days . The angxeity settle down some what until the last day then the spiking sensation again , 2 weeks now finished my peroid. but daily a uneasy feeling some times it hits again but not so bad comes and goes. But it feels like I'm getting older , low cramps off and on moods are bad , the angxeity is the worse of my discomfort , no hot flashes , but what puzzles me is why when I had no peroid for 3 months I had no angxeity at all felt good , but the bloating was bad a week before this peroid , anyone have nay ideals this is still new to me and I'm sure more things will come along and be new yet again , I was hoping this is a stage again the body adapts gets use to lower levels and ride it out for a while happen before went away for a while then back for few days ,
then gone again off on , but 3 weeks now is trying , terrible sleep last night so tried today low key angexity , I take antivan whne needed when it real bad but try it ride out 2-3 days scare to use them, going it the doc we'd see , I take a one a day over 50 vituaim a extra b,c and e thanks for reading and any thoughts will be appreciated. What ever I can learn , hope to God when meno hit this is gone and done with. Whewww