Hi everyone, im 52 and have recently started with frequent hot flushes, ive got a training course tomorrow...i feel worried about starting with hot flushes while im there..im also having anxiety really bad, keep forgetting things and terrible fatigue, i have actually forgotton how 'normal' feels! i cant be bothered with anything, im usually in bed at 8 cos nothing interests me, cant even be bothered chatting with my partner! Dont want to go down the hrt route but feel like life is passing me by.