Hi folks,
Just sitting on my sofa tonight, all quiet in my house and I'm reflecting on my menopause journey. What a journey it's been.......
It all started 5 years ago when I was 45, now Im 50 and can't believe how women who go through a bad menopause cope with normal day to day life, were defo made of strong stuff ;
Went from normal periods to which seemed a massacre every month then of course the anaemia would set in, anxiety, insomnia, itchy dry skin, bloating, low mood, sweats, spots, aches and pains, vaginal dryness, UTI's, low energy.....really everything that makes you feel so distant to the person you were before!!
Ablation didn't work, couldn't get a coil fitted. Scans to find I have a thickening of the womb and numerous fibroids. Oestrogen surges whilst on HRT was the worst.....never felt so ill.
So....where am I now? After all these years of slowly being tried and tested, having to give up my work that I loved I decided back in Feb to give up on HRT, I wanted to find out where am I on this roller coaster ride?
Well I'm not gripping on with white knuckles anymore, I'm still being tested but I understand it more, Im good to me now....no more beating myself up for not working, no more pushing myself to be the same energetic, party girl. Iv changed into a woman who is calmer, more thankful for the good days, I go for walks, bake cakes, read, have a nap if I want one and I'm grateful for my life.
Yes Iv changed but that's ok. Many times, Iv just needed to read about other women's journey so Iv popped on menopause matters ALOT over the years and it's been a life saver.
Your not alone in this meno journey......so stick in, take the help and advice, don't suffer and you too will come out the other side and think PHEW what a journey that was ❤️