Things are not perfect every day, in fact perfection is an illusion don't get me wrong. that is not what I aspire to.
Sometimes I feel fluttery, jittery, a bit unstable, occasionally volatile. However compared to how I felt last year there is a vast improvement.
Sometimes I read posts that advocate taking HRT and wonder if there might be further improvement to be had but the thought soon dissipates. I also realise that HRT, whilst an improver and life saver for many ladies, is not a cure all and brings its own difficulties at times.
I am better than I have been for a long time despite my oestrogen levels probably being low, but stable, now I am post meno. I no longer fear my future, whether it be long or short.
I am fortunate in that I am feeling better. The pursuit of perfection is exhausting, I have been there. There is peace in contentment and acceptance even if everything in the garden is not always as rosy as one might like, so long as I have done my best.
My best wishes to you all.
Jane.