Hello Ladies
I need some more help please?
I saw my gyny as I mentioned from my previous post, and have now received the confirmation from him that confirms the treatment that he suggests. He hs also mentioned that I have an enlarged uterus at 10 weeks!
My surgery is scheduled late April, and as I had only been on the Oestrogel 14 days at this point, I decided to stop applying in readiness for my surgery.
I stopped applying the gel on Tuesday and since Sunday, I have been crying my eyes out all the time. My anxiety levels have crept up and feel very down again. So fed up that I have had to come off the gel...however, I do think that I could have gone on with it a bit longer before stopping but didn't want to mess things up whilst on the Utrostegan phase.
I have emailed my gyny and asked him if I can restart it again for another 10 days maybe.
Not sure what I was expecting but was hoping for a bleed to re-set things for me and again nothing has happened. I really feel like this contributes to all my problems just because my cycle is absent.
In addition, I have now developed new symptoms and well as the old ones returning; my digestion is playing up, hot sweeats, I've started to feel sick and started retching up, and my boobs feel huge....the last two are the new ones.
Now I just don't know what to do with myself. I seem to spend a lot of time crying and feeling emtional at the moment. I just want to be a good Mum and Wife and instead, I spend precious time ruminating and judging myself in my head all the time.
I'm really fed up today and doing my best to put on a brave face at work when really I could just ball my eyes out.