Hello Everyone
I'm hoping for a bit of support and advice. This is such a fantastic resource, I do hope someone out there can share their experience/thoughts and help me.
I'm 48 and feel like I've fallen off a cliff (hence Roadrunner!)
I haven't felt “well†since November 2015: very tired, head-achey, limbs aching, dizziness and some tinnitus. Over Christmas I thought I was coming down with something. Just exhausted by the evening and wanting to go to bed. Then some odd “moments†when I felt very spaced out and my heart started to race. In the morning I was waking like a meerkat with shock feelings going up and down my arms. At work I was struggling to concentrate and keep up with the pace. In the evenings I had waves of being very very hot, and night times of clothes changes because I was wet with sweat. I treated myself for what I thought was cystitis, then thrush, then UTI ... then also realised I hadn't had a period since November 2015 ...
I then had a bit of a panic I think. I felt very very anxious: proper washing machine stomach, was it menopause (surely not) or did I have something very wrong with me – a thyroid problem or ovarian cancer. Did a bit of catastrophising and then I went to the GP in January who did a full set of blood tests including thyroid, celiac and hormones. Good news is that all was well except the hormones. Bad news is the hormones showed Menopause (not even peri ... although the GP said don't read too much in to it, and you will have another period). The GP directed me here to MM and I had a read and a think for a couple of weeks then decided to try HRT.
I started Elleste Duet 1mg, and I'm now on day 15 of the second packet. I was feeling a bit up and down for the first month/packet, but I expected that as I know (thanks to MM) you need to give these things time. I think I felt slightly better on the progesterone part – more energy and more my old self. When I came to the end of the first packet and stopped the progesterone tablets I had a really bad night of “meerkat†waking and an over busy brain. I had a bleed on day 2 of the second packet of tablets – nasty cramping for half a day, but neurofen and paracetamol was enough to manage it, and I had a bleed of 4 days in total, so all very happy with that. The vaginal dryness is also better too. I'm only using Replens once a week. The problem I have now is that since Monday this week the crashing tiredness seems to have come back. I'm also still having some very hot nights with poor quality sleep and I'm generally very achey – muscles and joints, although paracetamol helps, and I still have a spinning head on and off. I'm disappointed because I have had some really good days last week and I was hoping that I was on the way up and back to feeling well again. I'm scared this is as good as it's going to get. Life feels such a struggle at the moment, I want to do things but I have no energy. It feels like I'm permanently “coming down with something†if you know what I mean. It's rubbish.
Life is busy, I work part time in a stressful job and I have two 10 year olds, one who has special needs so I do need to be able to be there for them and my lovely husband. I'm usually fit and well and I hate feeling like this.
Do I keep plodding on and see if with more time things settle, (I keep reading the side effects bit in the leaflet thinking maybe this will pass), or do I go back to my GP now? I'm so fed up of not feeling well. And a bit impatient probably.
Thanks so much for any advice you can offer.
RR xx