I feel exactly like a hormonal teenager. Yesterday I had a fair day, took my youngest for a checkup and had lunch and playtime with a friend. I was a bit anxious before the appointment, and had hot flashes while I was waiting for them to finish with my daughter, but was proud of myself for pulling it together and not making a complete fool of myself with my sweat and anxiety
![Roll Eyes ::)](https://www.menopausematters.co.uk/forum/Smileys/extended/rolleyes.gif)
Lunch and our visit was great. I thought "All right, I think I can resume normal life! It's so nice to be socializing and living life."
Later in the evening, I felt a bit off again, chalked it down to being tired, and went to bed where, of course, I couldn't sleep.
Today I've been weepy all day. I couldn't even tell you what is making me cry. I feel so unsettled. I vaguely remember this feeling from puberty. Back then I blamed it all on my horrible mother
![Grin ;D](https://www.menopausematters.co.uk/forum/Smileys/extended/grin.gif)
And of course, I escaped by sneaking cigs, listening to horrible music, and kissing boys! Now I would need something more than a kiss and a cigarette to calm this restlessness, but my rebellious side disappeared long ago.
I have no idea what to do with this hormonal upheaval! I'm uncomfortable in my own skin, not always though. It seems to change every hour.
I needed to vent. Again. Sorry, ladies.