Hi Ladies
First of all apologies for not being in touch I have been in a bit of a bubble for the last five months.
I had my last Chemotherapy last week and relieved that bit is over, and will be starting Radiotherapy in mid April. Its been seriously hard, I wont lie. Side effects some days have been just awful, in and out of hospital like nobody's business. I managed the cold cap for three sessions (3 weekly) then was switched to weekly sessions for 9 weeks and just could not cope with it, so now am bald as a babies bottom. That was the most difficult thing for me to cope with, I was all over the place. I got two lovely wigs, and try as I might to wear them and they do look stunning, I was in bits with them. I just could not deal with them. So reverted to a scarf and bobble hats.
I have had a list of Side Effects as long as my arm, and days where they were the darkest and wondered when it will all end. Now its arrived, I have three weeks of daily radiotherapy and then onto tablets
I passed my motorcycle test, dont ask me how, I bought myself a motorbike (clearly a side effect) and on the rare occasion I had a good day I took a trip out on her.
I persuaded myself to take time off work last four weeks and basically, slept, ate, watched TV, vegitated and piled on weight. No more steroids, so back to good eating again, and waiting in anticipation at the sight of hair growth
I am back at work tomorrow, no one knows at work apart from my two bosses. Thats going to be difficult as clearly I look totally different. I have been practicing with makeup (not very good) and taken the plunge to have my eyebrows 3D HD Tattoed, in July. In the meantime I am drawing them on, and believe you me I am no Tony Hart
So today I am having anice bath, getting my clothes ready for tomorrow, appointment in Radiotherapy for my planning, then off to work.