Yes, I know I have form for changing
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But, I do think if I'm very progesterone intolerant then that just isn't going to change, regardless of which synthetic progesterone I try.
With my history of PMS, followed by PND and reacting badly to the Mirena (which I suffered with for 9 months hoping it would get better) it's no surprise that I am very progesterone intolerant.
I felt truly dreadful once the progesterone had chance to build in my system when on the BCP last year. Felt as bad last month on the progesterone part of 1/10 and the same was happening again this month on 2/10. It's not just feeling 'a bit' anxious. It's full blown anxiety that I can barely contain, and frankly makes me think about stepping under a bus just to make it stop.
From my research I do know that severe progesterone intolerance can cause this, and if you start to feel excessive anxiety, or have very dark thoughts then you are advised to stop taking progesterone immediately. I know I have read on here of a couple of women who react the same as me, and were told by their consultants to stop taking progesterone straight away.
I admit, if I wasn't seeing Annie Evans in 2 weeks I might have persevered with 2/10 for the rest of this cycle. But, I expect her to switch me to separate oestrogel and Utro anyway, as this seems to be by far her preferred treatment. And, I would much prefer transdermal HRT anyway for health reasons. So, I guess in my defence I didn't see the point in suffering through another 2 weeks of misery when there was a 99% chance that my regime would be changing anyway.