Thank you. I don't think for a minute there's any conspiracy to stop me seeing that GP, they could have just said she has no apt for next few weeks though.
Anyhow hubby has phoned surgery for me and expressed his own feelings about last nights appointment, that the GP wasn't this sympathetic doctor he was supposed to be, and has booked an apt for me to see the lady GP for 3 weeks time (a long time to wait! )
He's also asked for the dose of 25mg to be looked at by another GP to see if it needs to be higher to start off. On the paperwork in the box it says the dosage is 50-75mg rising if NEEDED to 150mg.
I just don't want to wait 3 weeks taking the equivalent of a smartie tablet (a placebo) after I'd plucked up the courage to lay how I feel on the table. I want to at least start feeling better.
It is no wonder though, that I have mistrust issues around asking for medical help when things like this happen. I just wanted a kind doctor to build up some kind of a relationship with.
However I do realise me looking at things this way, like today getting all stressed about yesterday, is the mood swings talking.
I just want to feel more on an even keel.
thanks again.