Thankyou for the replies ladies. Cubagirl my hubby says the same thing, i over think things, i need to switch off, and I have such an imagination of all the bad things that happen I could write a horror book. I know it gets him down me going over the same things all the time which is another reason im going for counselling. Doc wanted to put me on medication which started with the letters cit cant remember the rest but im trying hard not to go down that route plus ive heard a few horror stories about side effects, im already messed up in the head I dont need it adding too. CLKD ive no food handling certificate, when I first baked I looked into the legal side of baking for charity and apparently there is no legal requirements you need to do the odd baking for a fair, school etc. It seemed there were lots of people baking for these types of courses and is increasing in popularity as a way to raise funds which is why the government made a decision into the legal side, with insurance etc, basically you dont need it on these occasions.
Im really fedup at the moment, everything is getting to me, even at this very minute as ive got up as its raining and i can hear a drip down the chimney which was keeping me awake, hubby says its ok but im not so sure and it keeps me awake everytime it rains, our chimney is capped to why its doing it I dont know.
I really hope this counselling will help, the lady sounds so nice, I cant afford to have other things that I enjoy ruinned as i suffer with agoraphobia and can only travell so far so I miss out on alot of places I want to go that I enjoy, having things I do enjoy like the baking is now being spoilt I will endup doing nothing at this rate which will have a big impact on my quality of life.
Im well and truely fedup
Clio