Hi everyone,
I am really hoping you can tell me I am not going completely mad
. Around October 2013 when I had recently turned 43 despite being on the pill my periods got looong and my mood became low. My local clinic (they are fabulous) recommended The Mirena and I had it put in in the December. For a whole year things were better, my mood lifted and my horrendous breast pain disappeared after just 2 weeks, although my hormonal headaches remained they weren't quite as bad. However a few months ago my migraines stepped up a serious notch or two and I have been experiencing crashing into very low moods. I had my bloods done and it turned out I had a vitamin D insufficiency so things improved with meds, but once it leveled out I found that mood crashes were still there. My bloods showed my hormone levels were okay although the tests were done on a day when I was good, so I understand that isn't conducive to any great discovery anyway, unless I'm mistaken they're looking for FSH present which wouldn't be if my oestregen was on the up that day?
Currently my life is a roller coaster of ups and downs. I came into Motherhood late at 39 which means I am parenting a delightful but very spirited and highly emotional 5 year old boy, which is stressful.
I am so up and down that sometimes I feel like I am fussing and over exaggerating and then the next day I want to run and knock on the GP's door and say "HELP ME! I CAN'T LIVE LIKE THIS ANYMORE!!!"
My Husband has been quite understanding, but let's face it he can't possibly know how I am feeling and I don't think he does.
I am experiencing:
Depression.
Palpitations.
Inability to fall asleep and once asleep nightmares.
Anxiety (but I have always been quite an anxious person and have to reign myself in).
Fatigue.
Lack of desire to do 'nice' things, or anything sometimes.
Cravings for salty and sugary food.
Bloating which puts on me 7 pounds in weight overnight.
Rise and fall in libido.
Incredibly sensitive nipples which are so eeekie, it's hideous.
When I hit one of my moods I can not bear to be touched. I had to tell DH "Just leave me to it and I will come back to you when I am ready" poor bloke
When I come back from that my libido is at it's highest.
My GP said that she doesn't think that I am in PM. Everything tells me she is wrong, and hopefully when I see a different doctor on Friday (I booked a double session) they will help me somehow. Last time I went in the depths of depression (with the vitamin D insufficiency) they offered me AD. I didn't take them as I didn't even have the blood results and wanted to find out and treat the cause if possible.
So, please tell me, for those of you who have taken AD for PM, how has it worked out for you? If they do more bloods and my hormone levels look good, is it ever conclusive or do I trust me gut? If the latter is the case I won't be offered HRT anyway.
Daily currently I take:
A well woman vitamin.
2 garlic capsules.
40 mgs of B6 to up it to 50 mgs with the B complex which is in the well woman vitamin.
I also take 1000 mgs of vitamin C a day to counteract chest infections.
Sorry this is a bit 'War and Peace' ladies
I am hoping you have some words of wisdom for me
Vicki.x.