I don't envy your need to make decisions at all! If I didn't have anxiety I could perhaps find B&B locally long term. Monthly rents in Northants/Bucks are from £560.00 PCM ….. the house next door is £1,300 + fees.
Reading my response late last night made it look as if I'm trying to get rid of you
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but it's your problems I want rid of
![Wink ;)](https://www.menopausematters.co.uk/forum/Smileys/extended/wink.gif)
. I have never flown due to anxiety; I have problems holidaying in the UK at present and as for visiting family/friends, it becomes more difficult daily
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even though I know I have emergency meds to fall back on.
Sorry - thought you were in London, not reading properly was I
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…….. hence the trip to the Capital etc.
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