I think I need a little help in understanding things a bit, just when I thought I was getting a grasp on things, I received my blood work results back and my estrogen level is 351. My level was taken a little past halfway through what I think was my cycle. I am still having some yucky symptoms but not all of the time and not quite as intense. Is this level high enough that I should not have these symptoms still?I was previously on birth control for my symptoms because I liked the idea that I was shutting down my own ovaries to prevent fluctuations. I then had a horrible bought of depression about 3 months in, had my blood work checked and was found to have no estrogen. I suppose I was not absorbing the pill? Anyhow at that time also had my AMH checked which was also at the very low level and my physician decided I am pretty well near menopause, and we decided I should switch to HRT as possibly besides not absorbing pill I was not tolerant of the progesterone. Now I am taking 50 mcg patch estradot and 200 of prometrium on the first day of each month for 12 days. The other strange thing is that I seem to be having quite a significant bleed without even using any of the prometrium so really I do not know what is happening with me. Over all I feel just ok, like at the beginning of your cycle when you are almost finished period I fell good then when progesterone would start to rise it feels like even though my body is making some estrogen it is not enough for the rise of progesterone. Does this make sense? I am 42 and started this madness 18 months ago, symptoms are better. But still there quite a bit. Also feel that if I am side tracked from the whole thing and not thinking about it all so much then do not even notice at times, but when have nothing to do or am alone and I start over thinking? Sound familiar to anyone?