Thanks Dyan xxx
I went for the care agency interview today and got offered the job. I had to pay 40 pounds towards the CRB check and training course though - apparently I will get 10 pounds back when I've completed the training course and start working for them. I also have to upgrade my car insurance to cover more business use cover.
I've put down p/t hours to begin with but if I do f/t then that's around 40 hours a week which would pay around 18K a year. They pay 32p a mile petrol and try to group visits to seniors in their home together to cut down travel costs (so I was told). But they don't pay for the time you travel between homes - just the petrol cost for the travel.
18K isn't very much to live on ... particularly as room rentals around here are 500 pounds a month. But I keep reminding myself that it gives me another option.
They don't pay you for the training time - it's 4 days. The next course begins July 20th and then 3 weeks later in August they run another one but it's at a different location from where I would normally go - so it would be more of a trek for me to get there.
They are fine with me having a holiday in Canada and I've said I can't confirm whether I will make the July course until around the 13th (which is when I see my Dr - though I didn't mention that to them).
The thing is, I was planning on going to Canada around the 20th if there are any air tickets left and I can afford to pay them ... but if I do, I will miss the 4 day training course and have to wait till August for the next one (and before I can start work).
On the other hand, I could do the training course in July and then go to Canada immediately after it for a week ... but then that doesn't leave me much time to make a decision in August before I have to let my landlord know whether I am going to renew my tenancy (if I haven't found an affordable room to rent locally). Also, I worry about what my mental state will be if I go to Canada, realise I cannot move back but know that in staying in the UK, I'm going to possibly be very poor for the rest of my life .... I don't want the mental turmoil I will experience to cause another breakdown!
I know I have to just take 1 step at a time but they are such big steps and come so quickly one on top of the other ...
Having said all that, the lady who interviewed me (and it was really informal) seemed really nice and it felt good to be able to have an interview and come out of it with an offer (she said she doesn't normally make an offer at the interview but she was going on holiday tomorrow so she needed to let me know today!). So that's boosted my confidence. And it's given me another option as an interim measure workwise if I don't move back to Canada and it's supposed to be easier getting a job from a job ... so it might lead to something else better paid - but it's just the uncertainty and the not knowing. Plus, aside from my last job, I've never worked in a job where the pay is so low one can barely make ends meet - and it's all because of the crappy housing crisis which isn't going to improve anytime soon
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BTW CLKD I looked in The Lady magazine today in Smiths - they do advertise some live in carer positions but there were actually more ads from carers asking for work than there were ads asking for carers - which surprised me.