Oh ladies thanks for your posts.
Am lying in bed after another rubbish sleep.
It's so good to know i
I'm not alone in this situation.
I do take bp meds an have another appt in 2 weeks to see what is happening with my bp
I am worrying a lot about everything at the moment which won't be helping it.
Seem to be losing my confidence, everything is bgoing to turn out bad before i start it.
We are off to London tomorrow to celebrate our daughter's 18th birthday. Cant tell you wharhat the thought of the journey etc. is doing to my mind.......
Never thought I would feel like this
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