Millykin, you surely have been through a hard time with your daughter. It is so hard to watch our children suffer.
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I'm glad she is doing well now, and your post gives me hope that my family can one day put this difficult time behind us. Thank you so much for your wish for me to find peace. I wish continued good health and peace,for you and your family.
honorsmum and BrightLight, thank you for your insights concerning therapy.
Here in the US, there isn't a wait to see a therapist, and my insurance covers it. I have just been so down, it has been hard to make the move to get referred to a therapist.
I have got to push myself to just make the call, and get some help. I don't have any friends really, so it is just my husband and son to talk to, and they listen, but can't (understandably) relate to what I am going through, as far as the menopausal symptoms anyway.
BrightLight, that is much of my problem, the lack of control. All of my son's life, I have tried to keep him safe,as any mother does, but this disease came out of nowhere, and there is nothing I can do to protect him from it. It makes life seem so frightening.
Sorry to run on so long. Like I said, I am rather isolated here, and am letting it all spill out to you all!
Again, thank you to everyone who has replied. It has meant a lot to me.
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