Hi,
apologies if this message shows twice, it didn't look like it had worked the first time.
Yes my sister is younger than me and yes i would miss her if this never got sorted but i couldn't go on with the same old situations arising after all the years me and my husband have spent helping her out and letting her live with us on many occasions. (It's a long story!!).
I took my time with the letter and wrote it with as much consideration to her feelings as i possibly could, i only put things in it relevant to what had been bothering me. I knew it would make her angry and upset, none of us like to hear things about ourselves but i had hoped she could be more bothered to sort it quicker than she has which kind of proved a point I had made about how family is bottom of the pile to her when her life is going well.
I am grateful for all the advice and comments given to me, it feels good to have somewhere to write things down and get it off your chest. Part of the problem for me is i want to go to the docs about how i feel but i have been twice already and here in the UK while the NHS is brilliant a lot of our GP's do not go all out when you see them especially when it comes to hormone related things. Two different docs have said i may be in pre-menopause and only because of family history. Their advice is to see how it goes.
A lot of them don't seem to want to give blood tests or do much (not in my experience anyway) and i personally feel i go in and self prescribe what i think may be wrong and they just agree. Right now i have woken up feeling the need to wee constantly, after having period like cramps every day since my last period, it is not the first time this has happened but by the time i get an appointment it will probably be gone again!!
I do write down symptoms on a planner to see any patterns and will take it to the docs at some point if things get a lot worse.
I did get help with the Emetophobia, CBT which did nothing and i never got any follow up, i also had counselling but couldn't afford to keep it up, i hate it and it does get me down but what can you do??
Anyway that's going on to other issues......thank you so much for your advice and replies, it has made me feel i am not alone. x