Long story short, I am 44 and a year ago my periods (though still regular) got much lighter and my PMS got much worse . Got sudden anxiety and mood swings.
GP started me on Sertraline, which I reacted badly to. Swapped me to amitriptyline which worked but made me groggy and put on weight. Periods still regular but much lighter, PMS better.
Found this site and got suspicious about being peri menopausal causing my problems (very early menopause runs in the family). My GP dismissed my worries, so I tried another who took me seriously and referred me to a menopause clinic. Whilst waiting for my appointment I tried weaning myself off the amitriptyline twice. Very slowly. Both times the anxiety and mood swings came back quickly.
At my appointment the gynaecologist diagnosed me as peri menopausal because of my symptoms and family history (even though my blood tests were normal). Asked me to come back in 3 months for bone scan and for oestrogen patches etc.
6 weeks ago I ran out of my amitriptyline. So, I just stopped (I know you should never do that, but my dose was quite low) and I haven't taken it since. I feel absolutely fine. No anxiety or mood swings. My periods still regular but very light. PMS barely noticeable. I have lost all the weight I gained. I feel back to normal. In fact I feel better than I have done in quite a few years.
What has happened? Does anyone know? I see my gynaecologist next week for the bone scan and then she will prescribe treatment, but I don't feel I need anything at all. It's like these last 10 months have just been a really bad dream.
I don't know what to say to my gynaecologist? I fought so hard for this referra, and at times I felt so low I wanted to walk under a bus. But now I feel like a fraud. Does anyone have any bright ideas as to what is going on?