Hi ladies
I just wanted to say hi.
I have been reading posts and info etc. You all sound so nice. I too am trying to navigate this nightmare called menopause, I just wish for the old me to come back, the one that saw the funny side of most things, the one that was quick with a smile, the one that people liked to be around not the one where people are walking on egg shells around me!
I have just spent the last two days crying! Me the laid back one! At least I have read as much as I can about this so I know generally what's going on. What I can't understand is that even though I know that the crying and anger (my poor hubby I think I have ruined his self esteem), are results of my hormones how come all rationality goes out of the window. I am constantly shocked at all of these symptoms that keep appearing. Just when you think you have experienced every thing bang there's another one to deal with!
I am awaiting results of blood tests and hopefully I'm going to give hrt ago. I don't know if that's the right way to think, but I would really like the old me back again (even if it's a watered down version).
Sorry for my ramblings these are just a few of my thoughts and it's feels good to be open and share with out being judged.
Thanks
