Hi Mandy. Absolutely...all I think about is me me me....and I'm really not like that...if anything I normally worry about others! But I just can't stop..at the moment I'm convinced I have throat cancer...I used to be able to laugh about it but I can't seem to do that these days. I totally understand the fear of breast cancer......but as soon as I started taking HRT the fear doesn't totally disappear but I just felt so much better and calmer, more relaxed, healthier. I'm not promoting it, because each person is so different, but for me, at that time it was a godsend perhaps I won't feel the same, if I ever get it back, this time but I am willing to give it a try. The thought of spending the next, I don't know how many years like this, for want of a better word, unbalanced lol, oh perhaps I can laugh today!!!!!!, fills me with dread.
