Hello, thanks for all your comments. I thought I would give a bit of an update. I did pluck up the courage to go to the doctors, and felt silly for putting it off. She was really good and straight away referred me to have an ultrasound, swabs, blood and urine tests. I need to go back later this week to get the results which should all be back. The ultrasound was fine, apart from having to hold a pint and a half of water in my bladder while she pressed down! The internal ultrasound really was okay, not as bad as a smear, just a tad uncomfortable. The swabs did make be bleed for a few days but again, pretty much like having a smear.
I am feeling less awful. I have cut out all sweets, chocolate, biscuits and cake from my diet and it seems to have helped with the bloating ... Or at least something has! I had a really bad ache in my side, which at times I decided must be the (imaginary!) cancer spreading but have since realised it is mostly posture and a bad matress.
I still have the bleeding and would like to know what's going on. I am less worried than I was ... I am also thinking if something really awful showed up they may have rung! I missed my period completely last month but I think that may be stress.
Please ask away if you have any questions and I will update after my doctors visit. I know I was desperate to find others who were going through something similar. I would say if you find yourself bleeding, even if only a very little, go to the doctors sooner rather than later. The relief is huge and it could be the sign that all is not well and better to find that out than bury your head like I did for several months. It really isn't half as scary once you start the process going.
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