You are welcome! You have had a LOT to contend with
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........... be kind to you. Do you have a Mum still living? Were you and your sister friends?
CRUSE are a very good bereavement support charity, you may like to contact them for support. They are run by people who have been bereaved. You can take their support at your own pace.
As for Valium, with all that is going on and with your GP's advice, I would continue until the New Year. Then wean off gradually until you can use it on an 'as necessary' basis. I did so for years: the evening before an 'event' and sometimes that particular morning enabled me to cope. Deep breathing relaxation techniques helped also as does Rescue Remedy.
Your adjustments will be gradual : "the change" is that, a drop off of oestrogen followed by side effects, not every one suffers though
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but anxiety does seem to be a bummer for many ladies. HRT does help some, I use a pessary to cure vaginal atrophy
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but not oral medication. My biggest problem is itchyness
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Glad that the OCC meeting went better than feared, have you scheduled any coping strategy for your work situation? If you are worried don't wait for her to come to you, better to make a list and arrange an appt., that way you have some semblance of control.
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