When I was in my late teens & still living at home my mum had a hysterectomy. It must have been about 1980'ish. She had fibroids I think & flooding. It wasn't something we talked about in those days. I know they took everything away in those days. She started getting poorly, they diagnosed a hiatius hernia then it slowly became apparent it was nothing of the sort & she had huge anxiety/depression symptoms as everything had been taken away & no hormones where given. I can't remember if she got AD's, It was hidden from me but I remember her having this massive wobbler on the landing one morning like a breakdown & being ushered back to bed by my dad. I must speak to her, I have told her nothing about what is happening with me yet. Even years later when I got married she looks so ill & unhappy on the wedding photos she must have still been in a state. Maybe the way she was to me in my teens was not her & now I feel sorry for thinking she wasn't that good a mum. I was obviously a teenager & more interested in my spots & clothing etc but maybe this is why I got no help with things like what to do after a levels etc & some of the mean things she said to me. My one overriding memory is that because she was no longer going out & my Dad was doing the shopping for the family she had lots of housekeeping money left over as it was in those days. I remember her giving me what seemed a small fortune & I went off to Laura Ashley & bought this entire outfit, shoes the lot. Yet there she was having to follow my dad around, I remember one day he was cleaning the windows for her at the front of the house & she had to sit on a chair so she was near him must have been seperation anxiety. I can't say if bad menopause runs in the family as she had a hysterectomy but I wonder if it does or is it just the luck of the draw. B x