Hi everyone and hope you are feeling as best you can.
I have an appointment with my GP on Tuesday regarding the results of my blood test and HRT, as I have been getting horrible moods, anxiety, flushes etc etc, you all know the rest.
I know what I want. After reading up and speaking to other women, I decided I would like to have bio-identical oestrogen, and bio-identical progesterone.
I got scared off synthetics because of the negative experiences of others.
I still get periods.
I also take valium, trazodone for depression and quetiapine for anxiety.
I am just paranoid that I am going to walk out there dissappointed and not get what I want, for whatever reason.
If I can get what I want, I imagine happier times ahead.
I hear such glowing experiences from women who started HRT.
One woman I know is temporarily off her HRT, due to an upcoming operation.
She said she really wished she could take it as she hated the anxiety and flushes without.
Maybe I am just over-fearing dissappointment, because of how painful it feels, as I have had a lot of dissappointment in my life.