Well
Out of desperation , this saturday i found a private doctor and made an appointment to see him ( i didnt know there was such a thing- consultation cost me 95 quid and 200 quid for a blood test
Anyhoo , i told himmy plight snd that i didnt want to play wee wee roulette for 6 weeks whilst the hormonin kicked in/ or didnt and he agreed
So he took a blood test ( the one my doc said didnt exist) and i got the results today. I have now got the right dose of estriol going into my bod ( this means i have been under oestrogenized massively for 6 years), i have got va but the atrophy ( ie scar tissue produced because my body is shrivelling up) is also in my urinary pipes as such.
Whilst i was waiting for the results he gave me a novacaine cream to numb my bits n bobs, but this now means he is writing a letter to my normal gp saying i must be referred to a specialist ( hurray) who will then say the best way forward ( pessary, cream, who knows what..making sure i dont o/d on the oestrogen being as i am on mahoosive doses already)
This comes as a sort of relief but i wish my flaming doc would have done the test in the first place saving me time and money and pain... Just shows you , although she was right she didnt know she was right and was also having a stab in the dark....and left me to suffer!! She could have given me that novacaine there and then.
So am half happy half mad, but wholly relieved cos at least i know whats what!!!
Hope lthis lmay help someone somehow someday
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