About a year ago I was a bit like that, I put a post up here, as I was getting to be quite nasty. Something I remember my mum being like when I was younger and I found it quite hard to take. It has calmed down a bit since then, and I know that coming up to a period or if I have had too much wine, my temper will be shorter. I'm more aware of it, so can try to control it. If I don't, I really really apologise afterwards.
I know we don't want to hurt our nearest and dearest, but at least they forgive. A few months ago I was at a meeting - and I hate meetings of any kind, even when I was younger and keen to make an impression - and oh my, my nasty side was tryingto get out! I had two very animated discissions with 2 people, 1 I only met that day! You know when your talking and you know you shouldn't, but you cant stop! I only work on a freelance, as and when basis, and am struggling with it. I have 100% admiration for you ladies, who work full time, in any job!