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Have a HUG. Of course you will be anxious. Any person would be anxious finding a lump. It is perfectly understantable, even though the majority are harmless.
I know the 'scraped off the ceiling' feeling. I have very large breasts (not the joy some people think it is!!) and they have to squash them so hard to get enough of an image. I don't think it matters what we have, they should come up with something far more sensible.
Have you considered doing yoga or an exercise to help with the anxiety? It might not be the answer but it may help. I found yoga great to teach me to quieten my mind. First time I tried it though, I could not relax enough. I did not give it a chance to 'learn it'. Then when I started again, I thought it was wonderful.
Are there other support remedies you could try from the chemist - just temporarily? Kalms, or similar?
Or look up Valerian Root, Winter Cherry, St. John's Wort, PassionFlower, Arctic Root, 5-HTP and see if you think those might help for a short time? Always check to see if they have any restrictions to the medication you might be taking.
I know I am not you, however, I (and I am sure many other on here) have had lumps and cysts, and further investigations - all clear. Let's focus on a positive outcome for yours.
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